Its just a few fays after the impact.
Im still numb, trying to figure out what to do.
But the result was clear enough for me. I failed. What should I do after failing multiple times in the same shit hole?
Maybe life was way too sweet and easy for me hence the event was inevitable. It was like a friendly reminder to be more cautious, be more careful and be more mature in handling problems.
I am still trying to pull myself together. If Im gone all of a sudden, you should know why and by whom. I think it is a good idea to end this misery. We shall see how it goes.