Wednesday, December 16, 2015

Mantan

Karena gw baru aja mimpiin mantan, gw musti nulis soal MANTAN. Tadi sore udah kepikiran  draftnya tapi belum ada niatan nulis. Berhubung gw barusan mimpi ngeri-serem dan cameonya mantan gw, I need to vent.

Settingannya di hotel di Jakarta. Karena gw lagi sibuk warawiri, gw nginep di hotel untuk beberapa hari walau gw sempet balik juga ke rumah. Then it got darker gegara ada temen yang bilang di kamar gw ada syaitonnya. Terus di hotel itu anehnya ada games macem di dufan gitu. Somehow we played those games biar bisa keluar dari hotel laknat itu. Again, banyak syaiton sliweran. Terus tiba2 mantan gw ada. Gw ga tau dia dateng darimana terus dia juga langsung hilang gitu aja. Tapi kehadiran dia membuat nyaman sih. Dan kayaknya dia cabut gitu aja naik gojek. Ahahaha, apa sih absurd banget.

Beberapa hari yang lalu emang sempet ngewhatsapp perkara harta gono gini sih (barangmu di aku, barangku di kamu) untungnya gw 3,5 thn pacaran ga sempet DP apa2, reksadana naneno, atau plan a vacation trip this year. Makanya ga rempong. Dan dia memang dingin. Ngomong seadanya. Mungkin memang sebaiknya seperti ini.

_daripada jadi draft, mending dipublish aja_

Val's Update 12/16/15


Its been too long since i posted my last post. Well, just  a quick update wont hurt, I suppose. Gw sekarang lagi beresin external harddisk gw. Gw beresin music foldernya dulu dan diurutin based on the singers. But i stumbled upon one folder, vn. It was my voice notes folder yang isinya suara 03(6)1. Kangen sih. But yeah,this voice notes got to go *click delete*
Not that Im erasing 0361 from my memory, but the files are not relevant anymore thus they need to go. *click empty recycle bin* Alrighty, im gon check the rest of the music folders. 8.33pm.

it is 09.03pm. Im a bit happy to waste 30 minutes of my life just to sort my music. Its a good thing since I can have time for myself. Biasanya jam segini gw masih di kantor, doing report or whatever. Well, 2015 adalah tahun tersibuk gw. Which is good. Tapi efek buruknya ya itu, i gave up my social life for work. Maybe its my way of running away from life, from "kapan (kita) nikah?".

Just an update, I'm currently single. I broke up with bear on April 2015. I broke up with Diamond around September 2015. Citra guessed that I was too busy and she was damn right. Im too busy doing what excites me. I love my job. I love what I do. Kinda feel lonely at times but that's alright since I do not have time to sob and cry. Everything goes so fast. I learned how to prepare an event from a month or better, a week before. Once the event was done, it took 3 until 7 days for the reporting period. The phase is too fast, its super challenging.


This photo was taken last year (loop kepo winners from other cities). Guess Im a happier person now. Makin gendut sih pastinya. Hihi, Thats about it for tonight. Mari kembali bekerja~~~