It was only just a dream~

I had a dream about you. I had a dream about us.

Maybe I need to sleep again. or take my medicine.

Hey hey i miss this so much. Sitting on the beach, doing whatever.

Hokay, agar postingannya lebih berbobot, this is my schedule in Bali:

March:
23 - Sit on the beach in the afternoon and NAUGHTY NURIS FOR DINNER =3
24 - Lets get lost in UBUD! Maybe I can go to Sukowati market or Ubud market. Yuli said she has "GAME NIGHT" every Tuesday. We'll see.
25 - Ask Yuli
26 - Ask Yuli
27 - Ask Yuli for God's sake, I'm super MURE.
28 - Yoga Barn (yoga for beginner)
29 - Lets go somewhere
30 - Briefing/ team building
31 - OPENING PARTY

April:
1 - event start from 7.30
2 - until 4pm then I shall leave Ubud to airport.

#KTHXBYE

Someone is telling her story. You were definitely in it. The story went on and on and on. The only part I (tried not to) focus on was about you. But unfortunately, I don't need a constant reminder of you. Maybe i need to pray really hard just to erase those memories. #epicfail

Kenapa deh?

Awalnya bbm baik-baik, ujung-ujungnya panas ye. Ga ngerti apa karena gw yang tetot atau emang dianya yang masih bias (bias bias kasih,eym?)

I definitely do not respect that behavior.

Ngomong-ngomong soal respect, gw baru tau kop surat gw dipake. Oh my gay.. Gw shock. this is inappropriate. THIS IS FREAKING AWKWARD. Gimana ya kalau gw bilang. "eh gw pake kop surat lo donk. gantian gitu.." #childish #payback #LOgaEtis besok ngomong ah.

Untuk Sang AstroNOT

Thank you, Kineforum Misbar

Thats where I draw the line

After spending way too much time with my GBF, I kinda felt something weird. I kept telling him to "move on".

"Ya ngapain lo mikirin orang yang blm tentu mikirin lo?"

"Ngga, gw juga udah gak mau mikirin. Tp gw makin sering mimpiin dia."

Speaking of weird dreams..

"Did you know you were in my dreams too? I spent countless night thinking about FUN stuff before i went to bed but you had your way to be in my dreams."

Perhaps I miss you. Perhaps i dont. I dont know since i rarely think about you. Or I block my thoughts of you unconsciously?

"Ya sebagaimanapun lo coba mendistract diri lo biar ga inget2 dia, kadang emang kemungkinan bocornya sih di mimpi. Lo kan ga bisa berbuat apa-apa ketika lo bermimpi." (Kecuali lo Leonardo dicaprio trus inception ala ala)

Ntah musti seneng/sedih, tp di dlm mimpi gw, gw seringkali terjebak di situasi "hampir bertemu". Kadang gw berharap bisa melanjutkan tidur 15 menit lagi (siapa tau ketemu di mimpi). Atau.. Memang gw nya yang udah lupa sama wajahnya ya?

What is the meaning of my dreams?

Why do I dream about you?

When will it end?

How do I even think about since we dont have any connections at all at the moment?

But 1 thing for sure, ive drawn my line here. Just stay out from my dreams and everything will be alright. 

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Tummy Scratcher

I miss you, tummy scratcher :)

I think...

Another dream

Just had the strangest dream. Gw akhirnya memutuskan berkeluarga sebelum dia melakukan operasi kelamin. Sifatnya yang suka dengan anak kecil dan menjaga mereka bgt itu bikin gw senyum-senyum sendiri.

Aduh bener2 kayak orang udah nikah deh. Dia gendong-gendong anak kami di bahunya. So sweet banget deh pokoknya.

NOT IN A MILLION YEARS, it can happen.

Analisa gw adalah mimpi-mimpi gw akan semakin vivid ketika gw kurang tidur. Oh great.